This is the first map since 06.26.23. What happened on that date? I'll tell you now I had been struggling with depression for about six months, actively practicing self-harm, struggling against suicidal thoughts All of this led to a suicide attempt by hanging in the woods. I ran away from home and headed into the woods with a rope. I tried. I tried to do it, but I couldn't get the noose far enough from the surface. Eventually, I saw the messages on my phone and decided to stop. Since then, I've been and am in and out of psychological and psychiatric rehab, I've been diagnosed. Everything's fine now What do I say? Take care of yourself and your life. Suicide is not an option, there is nothing infinite. I wasn't trying to express my pain in map and blah, blah, blah. I was just trying, and I wanted to make it perfect compared to other maps. Thanks for reading, again, appreciate what you have.